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Posted on 2004.11.19 at 10:12
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
I suck, and it's finally confirmed, I'm sorry to have bothered you all with my constant whinging. It's because I'm basically crap didn't you know?

Anyway I love you all!


kitkat3979 at 2004-11-19 11:05 (UTC) (Link)
*hugs* sweetie!

Love you too.

Are you okay?
aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 11:10 (UTC) (Link)
I just don't know. I'm over sensitive about stuff :O(
teh_jules at 2004-11-19 11:21 (UTC) (Link)
It's because I'm basically crap didn't you know?

I hope that's your kind of sarcasm.

Anyway I love you all!

Love you too! XD
aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 11:28 (UTC) (Link)
Well I do really think that I'm crap to be honest. I don't feel that I give enough cause everything I do is poor quality :O(
teh_jules at 2004-11-19 17:31 (UTC) (Link)
You are not crap. You are a wonderful person and I genuinly like you.


I don't know how you got this idea, but you're not. And that's all I have to say about this.
astrea9562 at 2004-11-19 11:33 (UTC) (Link)


You're a good person, period!

aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 11:39 (UTC) (Link)

Re: sweetie

Nah I'm not. I forget stuff, and I'm lazy.
astrea9562 at 2004-11-19 11:47 (UTC) (Link)

You know

This mind set is self perpetuating. I know you won't shake it until you can, but I hope you can shake it fast.

Porn and chocolate can help but even more help is connecting to people who don't judge you.

And where do I get off? Trust me, am in middle of many RL hard to deal with things now. Lots is my fault but equally, not all of it is. I'm trying to hang in there too.

I do care and you *are* a good person.

aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 11:56 (UTC) (Link)

Re: You know

I just don't feel like I'm giving enough to people on here in lj land. I've been amusing myself with other things and neglecting my friends. So I should go, I don't deserve them.
astrea9562 at 2004-11-19 12:21 (UTC) (Link)

*bops you one* *gently*

I haven't posted in a month! I have two RPS WiP languishing. I am not feeling guilty, except tangentially. My RL is more my concern now. My on-line life has some RL cross-overing in that some people are my RL friends too and guess what? They understand.

*Shoulds* will make you insane. You owe no one, except to yourself to be gentle with yourself.

aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 12:30 (UTC) (Link)

Re: *bops you one* *gently*

I guess it's all down to self image, you don't get to see me here and I want people to think 'she's nice', but they don't uless I put in those 'should haves'.
astrea9562 at 2004-11-19 12:53 (UTC) (Link)

Aw, I get it, I do

Your LJ belongs to you, not your audience or friends list. It's nice when there's fic or fun RL events to share. But sometimes there's not or it's a dark, sad post or no post at all and that's ok too. You owe us nothing. Your journal, your rules for yourself only come first.

Yep, fun posts will generate more comments, but so what? Sometimes we need to retreat and regroup. I don't think less of you. I like you lots just on what I'm getting to know so far here in your LJ. Yep, this includes the not happy stuff too.

You're human, not perfect. None of us are, heh, least of all Clark and sure as heck not Lex.

You're still nice, whether your LJ is active or not.

BTW, it might help to know that posts like this happen a lot on LJ in general with lots of LJers. Don't sweat it, please. Just be you. I'm not judging, really.

Like I said, I have my own things going on too, so I get it.

Here's a cheer up - nekkie Lex! *points up at icon*

aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 13:11 (UTC) (Link)

Re: Aw, I get it, I do

I know but I just want to be good.


Nice icon though ;o)
just abi
justabi at 2004-11-19 12:06 (UTC) (Link)
*cuddles you* You are not crap. Because that would be gross. I don't cuddle crap. *cuddles you more*
aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 12:08 (UTC) (Link)
Lol! You had to turn that around didn't you!


I love my abi!!!
just abi
justabi at 2004-11-19 12:22 (UTC) (Link)
Your Abi loves you, too.
aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 12:26 (UTC) (Link)
:O) Just gotta remember that!
jadedsilver at 2004-11-19 13:33 (UTC) (Link)
<3 <3 <3
aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 13:34 (UTC) (Link)
:O) Thank you hon.

*Hugs you*
suzvoy at 2004-11-19 14:13 (UTC) (Link)
*huggles* You're so not crap.
aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 14:20 (UTC) (Link)
That means a lot when you say it thank you!
suzvoy at 2004-11-19 18:13 (UTC) (Link)
I mean it! :)
where is the hooood? where is it aaaat?
lexslave at 2004-11-19 14:17 (UTC) (Link)
:( you're the most generous person i know!!!! you don't have ANY crap-like qualities!! >:(

and sometimes sucking can be a GOOD thing, or so i'm told!!

*kisses you passionatly* hee:D
aurora_bee at 2004-11-19 14:20 (UTC) (Link)
You mean the other kind of sucking though :O)
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