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I just realised something.

Posted on 2004.12.03 at 09:03
Current Mood: sillyYeah I know I'm silly
I know I'm being lied to by someone, but I don't say anything cause I still have hope that one day, she'll realise she can talk to me?

Sound familure? I strive to be good and I think I'm a good person, so by comparison does this mean I'm eventually going to turn evil?



zebracake267 at 2004-12-03 09:14 (UTC) (Link)
Hey bee,
do you have msn?
aurora_bee at 2004-12-03 09:22 (UTC) (Link)
I do but not in work :O)

My MSN email is gwolenczak@yahoo.com if you'd like to add me.
zebracake267 at 2004-12-03 09:41 (UTC) (Link)
I see.
You are at work right now then?
zebracake267 at 2004-12-03 09:48 (UTC) (Link)
Oh I am so adding you btw!
aurora_bee at 2004-12-03 10:23 (UTC) (Link)
I am at work yes :O)

And you're welcome to add me.
lexsbitch67 at 2004-12-03 21:52 (UTC) (Link)
Allowing someone to lie to you IS a choice. Nothing wrong with it. Generally, unless I find it terribly unsettling (like betrayal) I won't call people on lying to me.

Aren't you, me, and lexslave already evil? You know, for being nice, loving, generous, and forgiving?
aurora_bee at 2004-12-03 22:00 (UTC) (Link)
I just wish that this person would just say. Then things would be so much easier for us both, and she wouldn't get causght out on lies.

Yup we are evil people you know we come with this huge guilt complex hoping one day it will disipate into nothing.
lexsbitch67 at 2004-12-03 22:21 (UTC) (Link)
I know! Sometimes I don't think people realize how much easier their lives would be if they'd just say it. If they'd just realize we aren't the kind of people who would judge, or condemn them for it. :(

Guilt complex. That really is huge for us. Somehow it's always "us" who could have made it better or ok. It's us who did the messing up. We forced them to lie to us. It's such CRAP. I'd give anything sometimes to not give a damn about other people. To not take absolutely everything personally.

If you're like me in this way-you're thinking 'What is so wrong with me that they can't even tell me this simple thing?" or "What did I do that they can't trust me enough to tell me?"

Mostly, I do believe people lie for self-protection though (even Clark-but they pushed that way beyond what's acceptable). They're afraid of the consequenses-afraid they'll be left, or disliked, or will have to explain.

BWAH! Even right this second I'm thinking "Damn, I didn't ever lie to Bee about anything, did I?" Gahhhhh!

in case you don't have it-my email is ucslayer67 at yahoo, so you can always get in touch if you need me.
aurora_bee at 2004-12-03 22:34 (UTC) (Link)
Nah you didn't lie to me by going to coffee with someone I know and claiming you were at your desk. You are too good to do that!

Thanks for the email addy it might help ;o)
lexsbitch67 at 2004-12-04 00:36 (UTC) (Link)
Hm-I just gotta wonder WTF? What is the point of that lie-when, it seems harmless, and, you're bound to find out!!!


Email any time I can help. :) I hope it does help.
aurora_bee at 2004-12-04 00:41 (UTC) (Link)
I think she wants me to think I'm the only one or something? Or she wanted to be with the other person on her own cause she likes to be center of attention :O)
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