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Ok don't kill me!

Posted on 2004.09.16 at 20:38
Current Mood: fullfull
Michael came over to see if I had a nice holiday. He so needed to be dishevelled, so I sorted him out. He just left looking a little bit worse for wear, I pulled some of his hair out, whoops!

He's the only guy that has ever made me come just from being inside me, or made me bottom out. I'm addicted, I'm glad we're getting more sensible too. Although I still hate condoms.

Please don't be mad I really do love him, and I know he's not good for me, but I'm a sex addict and 2 1/2 years without nearly killed me.


where is the hooood? where is it aaaat?
lexslave at 2004-09-16 12:52 (UTC) (Link)
hey, get some for me too! :)

just as long as he doesn't hurt you, ok?
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 13:52 (UTC) (Link)
Ok sweetie, I try to be safe.
oboros at 2004-09-16 13:11 (UTC) (Link)

beep beep!

Every time I see your Honk icon I think Beep! Beep! to myself.

stay safe. If he harms you again... GROWL!
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 13:53 (UTC) (Link)

Re: beep beep!

It's such a kewl icon. I love suz!

I will stay safe I promise. Hey my icon looks a bit like yours!
Lacey McBain
laceymcbain at 2004-09-16 14:49 (UTC) (Link)

Be Safe

We just want you to be safe, happy, and healthy. Great sex is ... well, great, but it's not the most important thing. Really. *hugs you*
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 15:07 (UTC) (Link)

Re: Be Safe

I will be I promise!
roxymissrose at 2004-09-16 15:50 (UTC) (Link)
You just be very careful, please.I'm not mad at you, I kind of understand, but I watched people dear to me in relationships that weren't the best--(I'm trying to be really inoffensive here because I don't want you to be mad at me)-- and it's hard on everyone... ah, well. *really big enormous hug*
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 15:56 (UTC) (Link)
You've not offended me. I know what you mean exactly I have seen it happen too. I don't want to be alone anymore.
Tom is my Clark
prim_rose_etta at 2004-09-16 15:55 (UTC) (Link)
I'm coming in on the middle of this...but I gather you were hit (?). My first husband was an abuser, and I stayed with him because at that time I didn't know anything about masterbation. My advice is buy a $120 gyrating dildo-with-vibrating clit-stim device plus some lube.

The interaction between you and him will creep into 'controled-controller' patterns (if it hasn't alreay).
That's all I'll say on this, Dear...don't want to rain on your parade but I must say what is in my heart.
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 16:02 (UTC) (Link)
He pushed me away and I slipped down the stairs. I still can't work out if it was mean but I hit him hard back. I didn't mean to either.

My advice is buy a $120 gyrating dildo-with-vibrating clit-stim device plus some lube.

I need to stop giggling now. I've turned into my mother!

I know you're helping me and I'm grateful. It's just hard, I want to be loved, and I've never felt I was to his extent. I won't go into the details, cause I could turn it into a novel ;o)

Thank you hon.

Tom is my Clark
prim_rose_etta at 2004-09-16 16:18 (UTC) (Link)
{*hugs-deluxe*} heehee, yes, I always prefer the best on the market, as Lex might say.

I know what you mean about love, Sweetie! I had my children because I wasn't loved...to have someone who would love me. Not very well adjusted, but, there you have it.

Best of luck. :0)
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 16:22 (UTC) (Link)
! I had my children because I wasn't loved...

Yeah I tried that but it ended in tears.

Tom is my Clark
prim_rose_etta at 2004-09-16 16:36 (UTC) (Link)
Sorry to bring up a sad subject...I think I remember something, now....it was insensitive of me...I apologize....(I do empathize, for my 2nd husband and his family did a huge number to get the kids from me for so many years after the divorce, for control [his mom] and for money [I paid him child support based on number of hours he had with the children...along with spousal support]. It was torture, hell on earth, heart-rending...the kids were lied to about me, to turn them against me...but now (7 years later), they really have seen through all the bullshit...just hang on, my Love-Bunny!)
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 16:47 (UTC) (Link)
It's ok hon. It was probably for the best under the circumstances. Plus I still have a reason to kill my ex!

*Evil laugh*

Oh you is so sweet!
Tom is my Clark
prim_rose_etta at 2004-09-16 17:13 (UTC) (Link)
Killing ex's is good....but for me, it was his mom, cuz she put the whole horrible spin on what was going to be a normal divorce.

Oh, RL funny thing about that: a big-time authoress, Sue Grafton, told on a talk show that she got into writing her murder mysteries because of a very painful divorce that left her imagining all the ways she could kill her ex....hahah
She wrote, "M is for Malice", "P is for Peril", all of them, and she's rolling in dough.....Luv it!
aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 17:16 (UTC) (Link)
I hate Mike's mother at the moment! Why can't they fuck of and mind their own business??

My god that is so kewl, good for her. I write horror fics too might be a nice release to do it again!
Tom is my Clark
prim_rose_etta at 2004-09-16 17:25 (UTC) (Link)
Yes, Awful_Butt-Cracks_for_Ex-In-Laws ... should be an lj community, where we dish!

Oh, well, it will get better.
kitkat3979 at 2004-09-16 16:11 (UTC) (Link)
Not mad, just be careful.

I'm really, really, really glad you're using condoms. I hate them too, but they really are essential.

We just don't want to see you get hurt, hon.

aurora_bee at 2004-09-16 16:23 (UTC) (Link)
I really am trying to be good. It doesn't take much to get me off the rails though.
ex_meek386 at 2004-09-17 14:23 (UTC) (Link)
You're a smart woman who will do the right thing. But even smart women need to get laid. ;oP

...by the way--I'm officially calling myself a born again virgin since I haven't gotten any since 1997. Yes. That's right. 1997.
aurora_bee at 2004-09-17 14:33 (UTC) (Link)
Boy that's rough. Hope you've got a good vibrator ;o)
ex_meek386 at 2004-09-17 15:00 (UTC) (Link)
I have the egg. Nuff said. *giggles*
aurora_bee at 2004-09-17 15:02 (UTC) (Link)
ex_meek386 at 2004-09-17 15:10 (UTC) (Link)
Honey your icon is by far the funniest icon I've ever seen. It needs to be made into a bumper sticker for real.
aurora_bee at 2004-09-17 15:13 (UTC) (Link)
All thanks to suzvoy!
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